I lie.. a lot. But about myself. I lie about how I am and if I am ok, that’s why I have to be alone all the time. I am falling apart at the seems and even though on the outside I look perfectly ok.. I think one of my friends noticed because she asked if everything was ok, but truly I am just falling apart. I am falling deeper and deeper into the drugs and nothing is bringing me back up. I can’t stay strong forever, but I will keep fighting even though I don’t have much energy left.